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Hmm. So, the doctor has taken my mum off all her anti-depressants and anti-inflamatories (for the arthritis). They are trying to reorganise her meds. Which is just lovely. She's trying to get an appointment with crews bereavement councilors, what with there being four family deaths in the last two years. My gran, gran's aunt, my granddad, and my mum's cousin. There's not much of the family left, not the parts we have any contact with, anyway. It really all blows. I'm just trying to take it really easy this term, I don't want to get myself stressed out. I know from experience that having mum depressed really takes a lot out of me for doing anything else.

I know it's only five weeks. I know I've done a lot more with no issue. I don't feel that I'm necessarily down, but that's because I'm just keeping to myself and not doing anything. :\

I don't like having this time I'm just trying to get to the other side of, but I feel tired. I'd almost like to just be depressed, but I can't because mum is.



We are also having the roof redone as it is falling off.

..... uh

Oh wow.